Saturday, April 30, 2011

Dreamy





Binki Shapiro and Fabrizio Moretti from Little Joy photographed by Serge Leblon.

Thursday, April 28, 2011

Congratulations!

This is a salute to two of my dearest friends, Adam and Amanda. They are getting hitched today! Wishing you guys the best on your continued life together. Yay!

Tuesday, April 26, 2011

Slow Motion

One of my favorite tracks from Panda Bear's new album Tomboy.

Monday, April 25, 2011

News


Luckily, that's not exactly how I found out.

Sometimes...

Friday, April 22, 2011

Another Chance

So I'm back from the hospital and just awaiting recovery to face my final session of chemotherapy. This last cycle wasn't as rough as I imagined it could be but the long term side effects and scars are starting to become more apparent. Small prices to pay for a possible cure.
Anyway, I had to share my excitement about this trailer for what looks like could be a really powerful movie.



As always, most interested in stories about second chances, redemption and people facing incredible circumstances; I'm pretty pumped about Another Earth. Some would say I fit the bill of one of these people, taking a step away I might agree, and on a perhaps less egotistical level I would also say that my life is no different from anyone else's and no can really imagine the pain that goes on behind closed doors even though mine might be a little bit harder to disguise.

Pretty soon I might have gotten my second chance. Time will tell if I do, the cancer could come back soon and I could have less than a year to live or it could come back never and I might live till old and gray. I suppose I should get used to the ambiguity.

Faced once again with the possibility of leading a healthy life and getting a second go of it as I face my 30th birthday more questions arise than answers.

I have found a new meaning in life and a reawakening perhaps of what's really important and valuable...but now that I know that...what comes next? What do I really want to make of my life? How do I want it to be? How I can get there, as I face a potential new chapter of adulthood?

Questions I suppose will be answered on a day to day. There is no use worrying about what hasn't happened yet. Right now I can only learn to forgive myself for irreparable mistakes made only against myself and just let go. Time will tell and I hope to be given the chance not to fuck it up.

Thank You


Thank you Becky, Julie and Heidi. And thank you to everyone who in one way or another has shown unwavering support.